"I'm coming up on infra-red. Forget your running, I will find you"

WYVOLF / LAST GUNFIGHTERS

a general abt carrd.

Howdy! You can call us Gun or Wyv
We're in our late 20s, an Aussie, and someone who is working things out.Feel free to look through this carrd that gets updated semi-regularly.

"I understand what you're saying. I know the game that you're playing, but I don't care anymore."

"You fucking faggot snitches so don't you try, we're packing nines. We leave you dead in ditches"

Abt Me.

name(s): Gun, Wyv, or Nathan
age: late-20s
pronouns: he/jet/it
gender: complexly queer (masc)
sexuality: tldr? "gay queer"
other: non-human / alterhuman / otherkin / therianMyth rather than Mr/Mister!
"Myth. Gun"other: Medically recognized AuDHD (comorbidity with dyslexia and dyscalculia) and de-personalization/de-realization. We are heavily under suspect of: Sus. of OSDD-1, PPD, StPD, and AvPD. I also experience traits in some Cluster B disorders but at this time I am unsure which I qualify for.We're also a fictive heavy adaptive trauma-endo plural that's 'hydraconscious'

I am a hobbyist self-taught digital artist and (sometimes) animator, and right now I have an RSA/RCG, a Certificate I in Introductory to First Aid, and a Construction Induction card! Currently looking into a Forklift License and also looking to see into a IT (information technology) course so Centrelink leaves us alone.I live somewhere in Australia, NSW. And I have been on HRT [T] since 9th of September 2024.

Interests

Shows/Movies

Transformers ✦ V/H/S ✦ Brave Police J Deckerd ✦ Metalcard Bot ✦ The Owl House ✦ BoJack Horseman ✦ The Dragon Prince ✦ Heartbreak High [reboot] ✦ Moral Orel ✦ South Park ✦ My Little Pony Friendship Is Magic ✦ Sonic [Prime, Boom, X] ✦ Final Space ✦ Disenchantment ✦ Dead End Paranormal Park ✦ The Good Place ✦ Supernatural ✦ The Midnight Gospel ✦ Bluey ✦ Archer ✦ Inside Job ✦ Gravity Falls ✦ Over the Garden Wall ✦ Fallout ✦ Glitch ✦ Wentworth

Games

Call of Duty ✦ Fallout [New Vegas enjoyer] ✦ Minecraft ✦ The Elder Scrolls ✦ Cult of the Lamb ✦ Fable ✦ ULTRAKILL ✦ Need for Speed Underground 2 ✦ Burnout Revenge ✦ Stardew Valley ✦ Metro 2033 ✦ Condemned: Criminal Origins ✦ Far Cry 5 ✦ Outlast ✦ Assassin's Creed [Ezio's Trilogy] ✦ Kameo: Elements of Power ✦ Grand Theft Auto ✦ Red Dead Series ✦ Sims 4 ✦ Spyro ✦ S.T.A.L.K.E.R Series ✦

Faith: The Unholy Trinity ✦ Thief [2014] ✦ Roblox: Ink Game / SCP: Roleplay / Creatures of Sonaria / Natural Disaster Survival / Warrior Cats Ultimate Edition ✦ South Park [SoT + TFBW] ✦ Spore ✦ Unreal Tournament [1999 GOTY] ✦ Cry of Fear ✦ Papers, Please. ✦ TF: War for Cybertron + Fall of Cybertron ✦ Ready or Not ✦ Cattails ✦ Hello Kitty Island Adventure ✦ WolfQuest ✦ War Thunder ✦ The Tenants ✦ House Flippers ✦ Webfishing

Bands/Artists

Hollywood Undead ✦ Corporate Avenger ✦ The Chats ✦ The Living End ✦ Playlunch ✦ Area-7 ✦ 3Teeth ✦ Crywank ✦ Get Scared ✦ Molchat Doma (Молчат Дома) ✦ D.K. Inc. ✦ Memory of a Melody ✦ Tally Hall ✦ American Murder Song ✦ Rare Americans ✦ Mother Mother ✦ WHOKILLEDXIX ✦ Nirvana ✦ Metallica ✦ Jet ✦ The Chats ✦ Three Days Grace ✦ Linkin Park [older stuff] ✦ Blues Saraceno ✦ Fangclub ✦ Lapfox/Halley Labs/Emma Sussex ✦ Wildways ✦ Cult to Follow ✦ Mannequin Death Squad ✦ Playground ✦ Motionless in White ✦ Escape the Fate ✦ Creature Feature ✦ Shinedown ✦ Seether ✦ Thousand Foot Krutch ✦ Starset

Misc.

BOOKS: Wings of Fire ✦ Metro 2033 ✦ Warrior Cats ✦ Inheritance Cycle (Eragon) ✦ Animal Farm ✦ Wolves of the Beyond ✦ Australian HeistYOUTUBERS: Nerbit ✦ Micky D ✦ NileRedANIMALS: Wolves ✦ cats ✦ dragons (+wyverns, drakes, etc.) ✦ SOME insects (tarantula hawk, bees, top favs) ✦ Spiders ✦ Snakes ✦ Scorpions, etc.HOBBIES: Woodwork ✦ Metalwork ✦ drawing ✦ writing ✦ roleplaying ✦ collecting whatever inches the brain (transformers, dragon ornaments) ✦ playing video games.MISC INTERESTS: Creepypasta ✦ SCP Foundation ✦ Marble Hornets ✦ Cosmology/astronomy/astrophysics/quantum physics ✦ volcanology ✦ vulture culture ✦ animation memes (2010s amc come back...) ✦ Classic Holden Cars (1980s-2010s) ✦ FIGHTER JETS!!! (favs are SU-27, -37, -57 and F-15, -22, etc.).INDIE STUFF: The Dragon Slayer (comic) ✦ Azurehowl: Reborn (YouTube) ✦ Meandering (comic) ✦ I Hope So (comic) ✦ Waves Always Crash (comic) ✦ What Lurks Beneath ✦ Gaslight District ✦ The Last Hope (OG + Reboot)(YouTube) ✦ And a lot of xenofiction stories on comicfury

"Here's to being human, All the pain and suffering. There's beauty in the bleeding, At least you feel something"

"A celebration, about time. A generation out of line, a revolutions in everyone. Blame the gun."

THE LAST GUNFIGHTERS SYSTEM

A fictive heavy adaptive trauma-endo plural that's 'hydraconscious' and non-dox by circumstances. Our system has roughly over 70-80 members, this section is specifically about our system.notes.
Only a few of us use PK if we feel safe enough, our tag is: || [GUN]
Host is ALWAYS in some form of front or co-con, lots of blending, co-fronting, co-conning, etc. And some over members are front-tied.Fakeclaiming of any kind will not be tolerated. When in reference to us please use headmate or parts, as we want to avoid using medical terminology as much as possible please avoid using the term alter. Thank you.

Due to being on the autism spectrum we have found comfort in fictional media, so our brain decided to do what it felt it was best, because of this we have a lot of fictives (fictional introjects). Which some are all from the same general source.

Frequent Fronters are...

"Tried to get some sympathy for shit I alone fucked up. Tried to chase some ego death my ego is a phoenix, soon I believe all that strangers say, what’s bad and what's good"

[Original post by 'insomniic' on tumblr]Nondox or Non-Diagnosed by Choice/Circumstance> A term for individuals who prefer to avoid, refuse to, or are simply unable to get an official diagnosis for their conditions or disorders, usually because of inaccessibility, hostile environments, a concern for their well being, or any other reason. This may include those who have self-diagnosed, are merely suspecting, or has the chance to get a diagnosis but refuses to get an official one. This term is not meant to be anti-recovery in any way, and is for individuals who feel they don't have the privilege to get an official diagnosis for reasons mentioned above (however it is encouraged to pursue recovery so long as the person is not being harmed).Experiences may include:
- Financial inaccessibility such as high fees for testing and therapy, or the lack of insurance coverage, making an official diagnosis too expensive.
- Geographic isolation/inaccessibility where living far from specialists (e.g., psychiatrists) in rural or underserved areas, making travel a major burden.
- Facing excessively long waiting lists for assessments in public systems or for specialized conditions.
- Being unable to find a provider who understands or respects their cultural identity, leading to misdiagnosis or dismissiveness.
- Language barriers such as services not being available in their native language, or interpretation is inadequate.
- Fearing that a diagnosis could lead to harm, such as losing a job, housing, or child custody, etc.
- A desire to avoid a permanent label on their medical record that could be used against them for insurance or employment.
- Distrust of the healthcare system due to previous negative, traumatic, or dismissive experiences with doctors.
- Tiredness from seeing multiple doctors who offered conflicting opinions or minimized their symptoms.
- Feeling that their personal research and self-diagnosis provides enough clarity to manage their life without a formal label.
- A profound fear of the social stigma associated with certain disorders, especially mental health conditions.Notes:
> Nondox is not a substitute for medical diagnosis. It is not a diagnosis and should not be used in place of professional medical or psychiatric evaluation. This term will not give access to formal medical accommodations, insurance coverage, disability benefits, or specialized treatment that requires an official diagnostic code. I coined this term for individuals including myself who cannot get a diagnosis due to barriers to feel validated.
>This term is not an endorsement of avoiding treatment and is explicitly not anti-recovery. I coined it as a tool for understanding and community-building among those who face structural barriers to formal diagnosis. I strongly encourage everyone to pursue recovery, wellness, and symptom management through self-advocacy, self-care, and safe, accessible support systems.
> I urge everyone to maintain regular primary care check-ups to rule out any physical or medical conditions that may present symptoms similar to mental or neurodevelopmental disorders. Self-management should never replace necessary life-saving or condition-specific medical intervention.Flag colours meaning:
Stigma and Fear = red
Systemic Challenges and Barriers = black
Hope, Change, and Positivity = white
Personal Safety and Recovery = blue
Understanding and Clarity = purple

"Play the guitar, play it again, my Johnny. Maybe you're cold, but you're so warm inside."

Last Gunfighters Members

This is all our known headmates, any suspecting, fragments, or otherwise just don't want to be listed will be listed as: [SECRET] or [SUSPECTING]. You're free to ask if you're a friend of ours!We cannot force them to communicate with you if they don't feel like it, its sometimes hard to urge our headmates into the front room especially if they don't want to. For the love of all that's holy or whatever: do not flirt with us just because we're your "favorite character" or from the same source, unless you're a close friend and permission has been granted.Generally a lot of us are fine with source talk and interacting with those from the same source.(By all above this is WIP list)

Clicking on the images will bring you to their pronouns.cc page if it exists

"I was always a fool for my Johnny. For the one they call Johnny Guitar."

"Turn off the tv, put the paper away. I can't take it anymore today, turn off the radio, and close the door. I know I can't be happy anymore."

Some Questions, Some Answers

Q: are you diagnosed?
Really it isn't your business. And should it matter?Q. Why say that you're a system?
Many reasons, simply because: I am.
But for context our initial system discovery was in 2016, and since then we did research into DID and OSDD, so far OSDD fits our experiences best, but due to means outside of our control we cannot get a formal diagnosis at this time.We also did close to 10 years of on and off research, talking to trusted friends who are systems (and not in the "armchair diagnosis" way), and some more. As mentioned, it is just not within our budget to get diagnosed, nor is it safe for us. And with how flippant Australia is with mental health support - costs of visits to professionals and how it would affect me getting a job, unsupported ableist family, and other things, so basically: It's not possible at this time. But when the window is open and the opportunity is there we will take it.And we just believe we are because it makes the most sense to just call ourselves plural. Unless you want to fund any and all of our psych visits: Shut up.Q: What tools do you use for drawing?
I use a mix of programs and devices. I mainly draw on my iPad Air 4 with Procreate and ToonSquid (for animating) and sometimes Ibis Paint for certain effects. I also use my laptop with a Huion Inspiroy H1060P tablet with the programs FireAlpaca and/or Clip Studio Paint. And my phone (Samsung Galaxy A55) with Ibis PaintX.Any art specific FAQ stuff can be found here on my commissions carrd.Q: Are you pro-endo? If so, why?
TLDR; Being anti-endo was detrimental to our overall mental health and really set us back from our own system discovery. Being anti-endo was part of our denial process, so yes. We are pro-endo / endo-neutral"But aren't endos claiming to have a disorder without having a disorder?" No. If y'all actually did research and listened to what endos were saying you'll realize that it isn't really the case and that they describe the origin of their plurality (or even headmates) from means other than trauma, where trauma wasn't the cause for it. And research does exist.Q: Opinion on system discourse?
Personally I find it stupid as 99% of the time it's just bullying and harassment. I do think a good healthy debate that's actually civil and proactive is good though, our Prowl who is our political holder is likely to indulge in system discourse related discussions.Generally I will say that plural experiences are as unique and varied and nuanced as any other experience surrounding identity and belief, such as religion, queerness, and otherkin/alterhuman practices. And we don't think it's right to invalidate someone's existence and experiences simply because you personally don't understand it. That's really all there is to it.

"I am never forgotten, this is the anthem for the sick and rotten"

"Who have become sucked up in this giant war on drugs,
Which in fact is a crime against humanity. The war on drugs is a war on people. "

The Kin List!

I personally kin out of both comfort, trauma and spiritual reasons, heighten due to being autistic and otherwise mentally ill. Generally I do consider myself to be part of the fictionkin or otherkin communities at large. Please don't drag me in kin related drama. I don't care for it.Neutral doubles. Kins from same source are always Interact With Care. Please note that I may have misidentified headmates as kins so they may disappear from this list and appear on the headmates list.

Theriantypes;
polytherian - various levels - always me.

IDS / SELF HOODS
(doubles fine, has stronger chances of actually being headmates)

* = Armada + Cybertron
** = IDW19 + 'Star Followed Star' AO3

Otherkin; spiritually connected to, emotionally attached to / various levels

PRIMARY KINS

- Arcade Gannon [FNV]
- Spyro [LoS]
- Cynder [LoS]
- Niko Bellic [GTA IV]
- Ben [Classic Ben 10]
- Ezio Auditore [Assassins Creed]
- Skyfire [Transformers G1]
- Fatespeaker [Wings of Fire]
- Kickback [Transformers]

SECONDARY

- Sonic [Sonic Prime]
- Stan Marsh [South Park]
- John "Soap" MacTavish [Call of Duty]
- Emmett [Lego Movie]
- Simon Glass [SCP]
- Castiel [Supernatural]
- Hake [What Lurks Beneath]
- Jackson [The Stolen Hope]
- Hayze [Destiny Intertwined]

TERTIARY

- David [Hilda]
- Whirl [Transformers Cyberverse]
- Brett Hand [Inside Job]
- Starscream [TF SG, TF G1]
- Ratchet [Transformers G1 + Prime]
- Butters [South Park]
- Dr. O/Zero [Fallout New Vegas]
- River [Meandering]
- Ticci-Toby [Creepypasta]

COMFORT CHARACTERS

- Spencer Kripke [my own OC]
- Bandit [Bluey]
- Dr. Mobius [Fallout New Vegas]
- Eyeless Jack [Creepypasta]
- Mirage [Transformers ROTB]
- Daisuke [Mouthwashing]
- Harvey Stardew Valley]
- Hancock [Fallout 4]
- Odahviing [TES Skyrim]
- Jeff the Killer [Creepypasta]

"Yeah, nah, yeah, nah, yeah"
Well, that's Australian and highly contextual"

"Nobody cares about poor people. But what if I told you there was one enemy, one war?"

Boundaries and General Stances

I do not have a Do Not Interact list and block freely. But below are my general stances and info tidbits that I think you should know, come to your own conclusions whether you think it's worth interacting with me.If you have questions or concerns, my DMs are always open ("wyvolf" via tumblr, tiktok, discord)

Before You Interact

i. Due to being queer (and disabled) I am unfortunately political and will share political content. In general I cannot just ignore it or lie in ignorance as due to being queer certain people in power has deemed my existence a "threat".We identify as a anti-fascist leftist, punk, nonconformist, and I am a Greens voter, fuck labor, fuck liberal, fuck One Nation (especially Pauline Hanson), fuck MAGA, fuck ICE, fuck cops, and fuck Nazi's and its supporters.ii. Please be aware that I'm nearly in my 30s! I very much prefer other adults to send friend requests and talk one or one with me. While I do not claim to be "MDNI" my general audiance for my art and animations is supposed to be for those 16 and above.iii. I cannot stress this enough but our memory is god awful due to a mix of ADHD and depersonalization/derealization and other general dissociation. While not every headmate may remember certain events and we have something called a "memory pool" it doesn't mean all of us may know all the details and may just have a vague level of understanding.iv. I tend to cuss a lot, I use cunt as a term of endearment, but I will hold off using it if you're otherwise uncomfortable with it or if it's against server rules. That ebing said: we swear like we were written by Vizviepop (/joke) -- really it's just being Aussie and has been part of our vocabulary forever.I don't censor words, I do not like censoring myself. I find censorship stupid. HOWEVER, I will censor/spoiler hard and heavy topics appropriately and do my best to tag and add trigger warnings. I just think it's silly to censor things like "blood" as it messes with our dyslexia.Additionally, I reclaim slurs that I can reclaim, I say these mostly in private/with friends that are chill with it (for transparency this is mostly "faggot" and "tranny").v. Be aware that we have low empathy + social levels. I do not fair too well with constant One on One chats. Please give some patience to me. And as a general note due to paranoia issues we do get a little paranoid when we get a random DM.vi. I can be incredibly blunt, while I do use tone tags I try making my tone clear without them by adding additional context in my emotions.

Stances & Beliefs

1. From the river to the sea Palestine will be free (FUCK ZIONISTS). Free the Congo, Free Sudan, Free pretty much every and all countries and states under tyrannical rule.2. I believe in bodily autonomy, I am pro sex work, pro-abortion, pro trans health care, and all for any cosmetic surgeries for ones authentic self.3. I am critical of psychiatry (not necessarily anti-psychiatry) and the mental health industry as a whole. Given its: racist/xenophobic, sexist, classist, etc. beliefs and history. And how influential it can be with our there has been people to try and make stupid bullshit like "Trump derangement syndrome" and "False memory syndrome" to attack people.I also fully believe in self-informed, heavily researched self-diagnosis / suspecting / questioning. And if it's avalible for you and you can get it: seeking mental health support.4. Separate Art from the Artist can ONLY be done if the artist cannot profit from hate via their artwork.
If the artist does profit off hatred, or otherwise belief that by consuming their content: "you are automatically supporting them", then no. You cannot separate them. (Example: J.K Rowling and Harry Potter being an example of what you can't).5. All Cops Are Bastards, yes, even the "Good" ones.
They are supporting a system that fucks over so many people ESPECIALLY those from minority groups. Stop licking the boot. De-fund and Destroy the System.With that said... The only way to fix the system is to utterly destroy it and rebuild. Remember, the first pride was a riot...6. The only war should be a class war. It's the poor vs the rich.
The true enemy will always be greedy CEOs/Billionaires who are in government, not your black neighbor, not the immigrant working at 7/11. It's the cunts in power who constantly put us in war and keep us distracted from real issues. They do not care about you. There is no good politician, always do your research before voting. Vote the ones that won't kill you or your friends. Politics affects everyone.Freedom is the right of all sentient beings.7. As mentioned, I am pro-endogenic. While I am a little confused by willogenics I have no issues with them or poly minds. I do find radqueer (radical queers) to be... odd. And have a rather complex view on them. I do think those who are trans[race] or trans[disorder], or believe that minors or animals can consent to be weird, I will block on sight.I fully believe and support MOGAI, LIOM, neopronouns, xenogenders, and so on. I love self-expression.

"Deformed children made from corporate god's grace.
Better wear a mask 'cause the air melts your face, no one wins in this human race."