"I'm coming up on infra-red. Forget your running, I will find you"

WYVOLF / LAST GUNFIGHTERS

a general abt carrd.

Howdy! You can call us Gun or Wyv
We're in our late 20s, an Aussie, and someone who is working things out.Feel free to look through this carrd that gets updated semi-regularly.

"I understand what you're saying. I know the game that you're playing, but I don't care anymore."

"Blood has been spilled in the name of everything: from God to justice to simple, psychotic rage."

Abt Me.

Call us Gun, Wyv, or Nathan, we are in our late-20s (July 25th), our primary pronouns are he/jet/it, and I am a complexly queer noncomforist transsexual xenogender guy, my sexuality is just yeah (queer is the TLDR), i do identify with being t4t, all my relationships with anyone is always going to be inherently queer.i'm also a nonhuman alterhuman who has several otherkin and therian identities.Medically recognized AuDHD (comorbidity with dyslexia and dyscalculia) and de-personalization/de-realization.
are heavily under suspect of: OSDD-1, paranoid personality disorder, schizotypal personality disorder, and some other things we have question (currently questioning BPD again.. gulp)
At this time due to matters outside of our control a diagnosis is not possible.with system terms we identify with the terms: fictive heavy, adaptive, trauma-endo, and hydraconscious. These are all personal labels we feel that best fits our experience.

i'm a hobbyist self-taught digital artist & (sometimes) animator from australia! i enjoy drawing furries, transformers, dragons, and other weird little concepts and sketches.i have my RSA (lets me work in a bar), my RCG (lets me work in a casino), and I have my certification in introductory to first aid, currently looking into getting a forklift license as i have a construction card that allows me to work in construction.i've been on T (hrt ~ reandron) since 9th of september 2024

Interests

Shows/Movies

Transformers ✦ V/H/S ✦ Brave Police J Decker ✦ Metal Cardbot ✦ The Owl House ✦ BoJack Horseman ✦ The Dragon Prince ✦ Heartbreak High ✦ Moral Orel ✦ South Park ✦ Zombieland ✦ Death of a Unicron ✦ Project: Hail Mary ✦ Iron Lung ✦ Cocaine Bear ✦ My Little Pony Friendship Is Magic ✦ Sonic ✦ Final Space ✦ Disenchantment ✦ Dead End Paranormal Park ✦ The Good Place ✦ Supernatural ✦ The Midnight Gospel ✦ Bluey ✦ Archer ✦ Inside Job ✦ Gravity Falls ✦ Over the Garden Wall ✦ Fallout ✦ Glitch ✦ Wentworth ✦ Invincible ✦ Challenge of the GoBots ✦ The Ritual ✦ Z Nation ✦ Watership Down ✦ Animals of Farthing Wood ✦ Prank Patrol (Aus) ✦ Dex Hamilton ✦ Ben 10 ✦ Dragon Booster ✦ Around the Twist ✦ The Kaola Brothers ✦ Deltora Quest ✦ basically a lot of late 90s and 2000s shows that was on Roller Coaster + ABC3 at the time.

Games

Call of Duty ✦ Fallout ✦ Minecraft ✦ The Elder Scrolls ✦ Cult of the Lamb ✦ Fable ✦ ULTRAKILL ✦ Need for Speed ✦ Burnout Revenge ✦ Blue Dragon ✦ Stardew Valley ✦ GUN ✦ Metro 2033 ✦ Condemned: Criminal Origins ✦ Far Cry ✦ Outlast ✦ Assassin's Creed ✦ Kameo: Elements of Power ✦ Grand Theft Auto ✦ Red Dead Redemption ✦ The Sims ✦ Spyro OG Trilogy ✦ Spyro A Heros Tail ✦ Legend of Spyro trilogy ✦ S.T.A.L.K.E.R ✦ Faith: The Unholy Trinity ✦ Thief [2014] ✦ Roblox ✦ South Park ✦ Spore ✦ Unreal Tournament [1999 GOTY] ✦ Cry of Fear ✦ Papers, Please. ✦ TF: War for Cybertron + Fall of Cybertron ✦ Ready or Not ✦ Cattails ✦ Hello Kitty Island Adventure ✦ WolfQuest ✦ War Thunder ✦ The Tenants ✦ House Flippers ✦ Webfishing ✦ CloverPit ✦ Bully ✦ DOOM ✦ Hotline Miami ✦ POSTAL

Bands/Artists

Hollywood Undead ✦ Corporate Avenger ✦ The Chats ✦ The Living End ✦ Playlunch ✦ Area-7 ✦ 3Teeth ✦ Crywank ✦ Get Scared ✦ Molchat Doma ✦ KEYGEN CHURCH (and ig Master Boot Record too?) ✦ Marina ✦ Memory of a Melody ✦ Tally Hall ✦ American Murder Song ✦ Rare Americans ✦ Mother Mother ✦ WHOKILLEDXIX ✦ Nirvana ✦ Metallica ✦ Jet ✦ The Chats ✦ Three Days Grace ✦ Linkin Park ✦ Blues Saraceno ✦ Fangclub ✦ Lapfox Trax/Halley Labs ✦ Wildways ✦ Cult to Follow ✦ Mannequin Death Squad ✦ Playground ✦ Motionless in White ✦ Escape the Fate ✦ Creature Feature ✦ Shinedown ✦ Seether ✦ Thousand Foot Krutch ✦ Starset

Misc.

BOOKS: Wings of Fire ✦ Metro 2033 ✦ Warrior Cats ✦ Inheritance Cycle ✦ Animal Farm ✦ Wolves of the Beyond ✦ Australian HeistYOUTUBERS: Nerbit ✦ Micky D ✦ NileRed ✦ SciShow ✦ TheOctopusLady ✦ MyWildBackyard ✦ and a bunch of animation meme makers and The Elder Scrolls lore channels like Imperial Knowledge, Drewmora, Fudgemuppet, etc).ANIMALS: Wolves ✦ Cats ✦ Dragons (any/all) ✦ Insects ✦ Spiders ✦ Snakes ✦ Scorpions ✦ Dinosaurs (any) ✦ Beetles ✦ CrocodilesHOBBIES: Woodwork* ✦ Metalwork* ✦ Digital & Traditional Art ✦ Writing ✦ Roleplay ✦ collecting whatever inches the brain (transformers, dragon ornaments) ✦ Playing video games
(* would love to get into)MISC FANDOMS/INTERESTS: Creepypasta ✦ SCP Foundation ✦ Animal Hospital ✦ Creatures of Sonaria ✦ Marble Hornets ✦ Cosmology/astronomy/astrophysics/quantum physics ✦ volcanology ✦ vulture culture ✦ animation memes ✦ Classic Holden Cars (1980s-2010s) ✦ Military Air craft (Fighter jets <3)INDIE STUFF: Beneath the Trees Where Nobody Sees (comic) ✦ FERAL (comic) ✦ Meandering (comic) ✦ I Hope So (comic) ✦ Waves Always Crash (comic) ✦ What Lurks Beneath (comic) ✦ Gaslight District (Youtube) ✦ The Last Hope (YouTube) ✦ Home (comic) ✦ Cry Havoc (comic) ✦ Destiny Intertwined (comic) ✦ Tides of Darkness (comic) ✦ AzureHowl: Reborn ✦ Aeon: Darkness Rising
These are mostly all xenofiction/animal storiesI have a passing interest in coding (html), 3d modelling, and other things. Also if you read all this that's so awesome lets hold hands (platonic).

"Here's to being human, All the pain and suffering. There's beauty in the bleeding, At least you feel something"

"A celebration, about time. A generation out of line, a revolutions in everyone. Blame the gun."

THE LAST GUNFIGHTERS SYSTEM

A fictive heavy adaptive trauma-endo plural that's 'hydraconscious' and non-dox by circumstances. Our system has roughly over 70-80 members, this section is specifically about our system.notes.
Only a few of us use PK if we feel safe enough, our tag is: [GUN] (often stylized as: ⁞⁞ GUN : ̀⁍
Host is ALWAYS in some form of front or co-con, lots of blending, co-fronting, co-conning, etc. And some over members are front-tied.Fakeclaiming of any kind will not be tolerated. When in reference to us please use headmate or parts, as we want to avoid using medical terminology as much as possible please avoid using the term alter. Thank you.

Due to being on the autism spectrum we have found comfort in fictional media, so our brain decided to do what it felt it was best, because of this we have a lot of fictives (fictional introjects). Which some are all from the same general source.

*This gets updated sometimes as we sometimes forget to do the pk;sw command so it may be outdated. If curious: ask.

"Tried to get some sympathy for shit I alone fucked up. Tried to chase some ego death my ego is a phoenix, soon I believe all that strangers say, what’s bad and what's good"

[Original post by 'insomniic' on tumblr]Nondox or Non-Diagnosed by Choice/Circumstance> A term for individuals who prefer to avoid, refuse to, or are simply unable to get an official diagnosis for their conditions or disorders, usually because of inaccessibility, hostile environments, a concern for their well being, or any other reason. This may include those who have self-diagnosed, are merely suspecting, or has the chance to get a diagnosis but refuses to get an official one. This term is not meant to be anti-recovery in any way, and is for individuals who feel they don't have the privilege to get an official diagnosis for reasons mentioned above (however it is encouraged to pursue recovery so long as the person is not being harmed).Experiences may include:
- Financial inaccessibility such as high fees for testing and therapy, or the lack of insurance coverage, making an official diagnosis too expensive.
- Geographic isolation/inaccessibility where living far from specialists (e.g., psychiatrists) in rural or underserved areas, making travel a major burden.
- Facing excessively long waiting lists for assessments in public systems or for specialized conditions.
- Being unable to find a provider who understands or respects their cultural identity, leading to misdiagnosis or dismissiveness.
- Language barriers such as services not being available in their native language, or interpretation is inadequate.
- Fearing that a diagnosis could lead to harm, such as losing a job, housing, or child custody, etc.
- A desire to avoid a permanent label on their medical record that could be used against them for insurance or employment.
- Distrust of the healthcare system due to previous negative, traumatic, or dismissive experiences with doctors.
- Tiredness from seeing multiple doctors who offered conflicting opinions or minimized their symptoms.
- Feeling that their personal research and self-diagnosis provides enough clarity to manage their life without a formal label.
- A profound fear of the social stigma associated with certain disorders, especially mental health conditions.Notes:
> Nondox is not a substitute for medical diagnosis. It is not a diagnosis and should not be used in place of professional medical or psychiatric evaluation. This term will not give access to formal medical accommodations, insurance coverage, disability benefits, or specialized treatment that requires an official diagnostic code. I coined this term for individuals including myself who cannot get a diagnosis due to barriers to feel validated.
>This term is not an endorsement of avoiding treatment and is explicitly not anti-recovery. I coined it as a tool for understanding and community-building among those who face structural barriers to formal diagnosis. I strongly encourage everyone to pursue recovery, wellness, and symptom management through self-advocacy, self-care, and safe, accessible support systems.
> I urge everyone to maintain regular primary care check-ups to rule out any physical or medical conditions that may present symptoms similar to mental or neurodevelopmental disorders. Self-management should never replace necessary life-saving or condition-specific medical intervention.Flag colours meaning:
Stigma and Fear = red
Systemic Challenges and Barriers = black
Hope, Change, and Positivity = white
Personal Safety and Recovery = blue
Understanding and Clarity = purple

There is a huge difference between suspecting and self-diagnosing.

"Play the guitar, play it again, my Johnny. Maybe you're cold, but you're so warm inside."

Last Gunfighters Members

This is all our known headmates that are fine with being public knowledge, but those who we are suspecting, fragments, or simply do not want to be known won't show up here. Our current count is an odd 70, but we have many in suspecting fragment hell.You're free to ask if you're a friend of ours!This is not everyone, it is also a WIP. Oh, almost forgot. We are non-human + transformers-heavy.

Clicking on the images will bring you to their pronouns.cc page if it exists

"I was always a fool for my Johnny. For the one they call Johnny Guitar."

"because if my time in the army taught me one thing: it's that war, war never changes."

Frequently Asked Questions

Q: "Okay, so you're a system?"
A: Yes, we've spent 10 years suspecting loop hell of "yeah > nah i'm insane in other ways" something happens "but maybe..." and repeat. as mentioned plenty we heavily suspect to have OSDD-1, a diagnosis is not possible due to things outside our control (money, political climate, etc), it's currently safe to not seek one (we are not self-diagnosing, we are suspecting).Q: "Why do you think you are?"
A: Unless you're my therapist; none of your business.Q: "When are you getting diagnosed?"
A: When we have the funds, when we are not living in an active abuse environment, when we are not living in a political climate that what to see people like me dead. So the answer is probably never. but as soon as the chance to do so: I will make the process.Q: "What if you're not a system?"
A: Then we were wrong, and that's okay. It doesn't mean we were 'faking' or whatever. For now we am firm that after ten years and since accepting it a lot of it has blossomed and reveals, etc We are plural.Q: "OH! You're actually suffering from [xyz]"
A: Are you a trained license psychologist with at least 10 years of experience? or are you an under 20 year old from tiktok who cannot legally vote or drink? Or are you some bum that goes on that r/systemscringe whose idea of a system is some old white woman who can't use a phone? Fuck off.Q: "You have both kins and alters? what if they're all just xyz / or abc?"
A: That's up for us to determine what is actually what. Not some stranger.Q: "Ok so fictive heavy? why are all of them from [x] media?"
A: Due to being autistic and having comfort in media: A lot of our introjected parts come from fictional media, and fictives (fictional introjects) are real and not worth a debate. And while some may have various levels of source attachment; please treat them with respect.Q: "so... who are your fictives?"
A: Our main sources are fallout, transformers, wings of fire, and TES. As said, being autistic our fragments are much more likely to latch onto current hyperfixations and special interests.Q: "um you're faking because [insert the same 5 "reasons"]
A: mmmhm, anyway. watch this awesome fallout editQ: "Why do you alternate between alter and headmate?"
A: Because we want to? We also use terms like parts, sysmates, components, and so on.Q: "ooh [name], i love them!!"
A: Our fictives aren't their sources regardless how attached they may be, if they have positive, negative, or neutral view on it, or still relate to source. please don't be weird.Q: "I know you post syscourse content but what are your thoughts on system discourse?"
A: We find 98% of the discourse to be stupid and a waste of time, none of it is actually healthy debate. Suicide baiting (telling people to kill themselves) or worse is not a way to deal with things. If you have to tell an endogenic to "kill themselves" then you are the problem.Plus its mostly our political holder and co-host, Prowl, that does engage with it. He has a syscourse side blog as an outlet.

"I am never forgotten, this is the anthem for the sick and rotten"

"Who have become sucked up in this giant war on drugs,
Which in fact is a crime against humanity. The war on drugs is a war on people. "

The Kin List!

I personally kin out of both comfort, trauma and spiritual reasons, heighten due to being autistic and otherwise mentally ill.
Generally I do not consider myself to be part of the fictionkin or otherkin communities at large. Please don't drag me in kin related drama. I don't care for it.i don't believe in kin doubles / i'm double friendly. i believe in the alternative / multiple universe things. i block only if you disrespect us.please note these are also suspected headmates in some form as a suspected sub-system thats attached to the host

Theriantypes; polytherian - various levels of intensity (flux)

IDS / SELF HOODS
has strong chances of being an alter

* = Armada + Cybertron

Otherkin; spiritually connected to, emotionally attached to / various levels

Cats, Utahraptor, Leafy Sea Dragon, Fighter Jets, Morthorax, Parahexilian, Sang Toare, Urzuk, Tarantulas, Nightstalkers [FNV], dragons (any/all)

HIGH KINS

Barricade, Ben Tennyson, Ezio Auditore da Firenze, Fatespeaker, Hound, Kickback, Niko Bellic, Sonic [Prime], Tommy Vercitti

MEDIUM KINS

SoJohn "Soap" MacTavish [Call of Duty], Emmett [Lego Movie], Simon Glass [SCP], Hake [What Lurks Beneath], Jackson [The Stolen Hope], Hayze [Destiny Intertwined], Whirl [TF Cyberverse], Dr. O/Zero [FNV], River [Meandering], Side Burn

TERTIARY

David [Hilda], Brett Hand [Inside Job], Starscream [Shattered Glass], Ratchet [Transformers G1], Bandit [Bluey], Arcade Gannon [FNV]

COMFORT CHARACTERS

Dr. Mobius [FNV], Eyeless Jack [Creepypasta], Mirage [TFROTB], Daisuke [Mouthwashing], Harvey [Stardew Valley], Hancock [Fallout 4], Odahviing [TES], Paarthurnax [TES], Tails [Sonic, unspecific verse]

"Scream at me again if you like. Throw your hate at me with all your might"

"Nobody cares about poor people. But what if I told you there was one enemy, one war?"

Boundaries and General Stances

i have no dni, i block freelyi'm anti-fascist, leftist, plural/system inclusive, and pro-good faith, contradictory, and non-harmful terms labels, & identities (mogai, liom, xenogenders, lesboys, etc).

Stances & Beliefs

‼️i prefer to interact with other adults at least one on one (via DMs etc). i only friend 18+ people and if i know them well, i don't do well in dms unless close/trusted.‼️i experience paranoia and can be suspicious of others, i do not do well in one on one conversations, i get suspicious of others quickly, i may seem aloof and distant.‼️i also have bad memory issues and generally i suck with empathy that fluxes in various levels so sorry in advance if i seem like i do not care.‼️due to being autistic i may misread tone or meanings of something like social cues, i do not require tone tags but they are appreciated. but just treat with some respect.‼️i do not care about fandom discourse unless it is an active predator and threat.‼️you need evidence w/context if you're going to try and put a beware on someone.‼️political due to being queer and disabled.‼️we tend to cuss a lot, I use cunt as a term of endearment, but I will hold off using it if you're otherwise uncomfortable with it or if it's against server rules.‼️anti-racism, hater of xenophobic weirdos, anti-zionist, hater of antisemites, generally anti-fascist, leftist, supporter of human rights, and a big supporter of the slogan: freedom is the right of all sentient beings.‼️we're a non-religious agnostic polytheist‼️pro-choice, pro-sex work, pro-kink, i am anti-censorship.‼️critical of psychiatry (not necessarily anti-psychiatry) and the mental health industry as a whole for various reasons. i understand the science of psychology but with how exploitive it is, can be, and has been: i am critical of it.‼️big fan of killing billionaires, and absolutely destroying the oppressive system (defund and destroy the police), anti-military‼️we believe darker content and taboo themes are allowed to be explored in media, as said we are anti-censorship first and foremost, however, I do not consider myself to be proship (or even anti-ship). I do like a little bit of toxic yaoi, but I don't consider myself darkship or comship either. i'm 27. i think it is weird to get off to minor x adult and incest content. please seek help.‼️pro-endogenic. why? being anti-endogenic was just terrible for our mental health and stunted our systems growth and discovery. it was part of our denial process. we're generally also plural inclusive / plural punk

"Deformed children made from corporate god's grace.
Better wear a mask 'cause the air melts your face, no one wins in this human race."