"I'm coming up on infra-red. Forget your running, I will find you"

WYVOLF / LAST GUNFIGHTERS

a general abt carrd.

Howdy! You can call us Gun or Wyv
We're in our late 20s, an Aussie, and someone who is working things out.Feel free to look through this carrd that gets updated semi-regularly.

"I understand what you're saying. I know the game that you're playing, but I don't care anymore."

"You fucking faggot snitches so don't you try, we're packing nines. We leave you dead in ditches"

Abt Me.

name(s): Gun, Wyv, or Nathan
age: late-20s (July 25th)
pronouns: he/jet/it
gender: complexly queer (trans man+)
sexuality: queer (t4t masc lean)
other: non-human / alterhuman / otherkin / therianMyth rather than Mr/Mister!
"Myth. Gun"other: Medically recognized AuDHD (comorbidity with dyslexia and dyscalculia) and de-personalization/de-realization.
are heavily under suspect of: OSDD-1, paranoid personality disorder, schizotypal personality disorder, and some other things we have questioned. At this time due to matters outside of our control a diagnosis is not possible.with system terms we identify with the terms: fictive heavy, adaptive, trauma-endo, and hydraconscious. These are all personal labels we feel that best fits our experience.

I am a hobbyist self-taught digital artist and (sometimes) animator, and right now I have an RSA/RCG, a Certificate I in Introductory to First Aid, and a Construction Induction card! Currently looking into a Forklift License and also looking to see into a IT (information technology) course.I live somewhere in Australia, NSW. And I have been on HRT [T] since 9th of September 2024.

Interests

Shows/Movies

Transformers ✦ V/H/S ✦ Brave Police J Decker ✦ Metal Cardbot ✦ The Owl House ✦ BoJack Horseman ✦ The Dragon Prince ✦ Heartbreak High ✦ Moral Orel ✦ South Park ✦ My Little Pony Friendship Is Magic ✦ Sonic ✦ Final Space ✦ Disenchantment ✦ Dead End Paranormal Park ✦ The Good Place ✦ Supernatural ✦ The Midnight Gospel ✦ Bluey ✦ Archer ✦ Inside Job ✦ Gravity Falls ✦ Over the Garden Wall ✦ Fallout ✦ Glitch ✦ Wentworth ✦ Invincible ✦ Challenge of the GoBots ✦ The Ritual ✦ Z Nation ✦ Watership Down ✦ Animals of Farthing Wood ✦ Prank Patrol (Aus) ✦ Dex Hamilton ✦ Ben 10 ✦ Dragon Booster ✦ Around the Twist ✦ The Kaola Brothers ✦ Deltora Quest ✦ basically a lot of late 90s and 2000s shows that was on Roller Coaster + ABC3 at the time.

Games

Call of Duty ✦ Fallout ✦ Minecraft ✦ The Elder Scrolls ✦ Cult of the Lamb ✦ Fable ✦ ULTRAKILL ✦ Need for Speed ✦ Burnout Revenge ✦ Blue Dragon ✦ Stardew Valley ✦ GUN ✦ Metro 2033 ✦ Condemned: Criminal Origins ✦ Far Cry ✦ Outlast ✦ Assassin's Creed ✦ Kameo: Elements of Power ✦ Grand Theft Auto ✦ Red Dead Redemption ✦ The Sims ✦ Spyro OG Trilogy ✦ Spyro A Heros Tail ✦ Legend of Spyro trilogy ✦ S.T.A.L.K.E.R ✦ Faith: The Unholy Trinity ✦ Thief [2014] ✦ Roblox ✦ South Park ✦ Spore ✦ Unreal Tournament [1999 GOTY] ✦ Cry of Fear ✦ Papers, Please. ✦ TF: War for Cybertron + Fall of Cybertron ✦ Ready or Not ✦ Cattails ✦ Hello Kitty Island Adventure ✦ WolfQuest ✦ War Thunder ✦ The Tenants ✦ House Flippers ✦ Webfishing ✦ CloverPit ✦ Bully ✦ DOOM ✦ Hotline Miami ✦ POSTAL

Bands/Artists

Hollywood Undead ✦ Corporate Avenger ✦ The Chats ✦ The Living End ✦ Playlunch ✦ Area-7 ✦ 3Teeth ✦ Crywank ✦ Get Scared ✦ Molchat Doma ✦ KEYGEN CHURCH (and ig Master Boot Record too?) ✦ Marina ✦ Memory of a Melody ✦ Tally Hall ✦ American Murder Song ✦ Rare Americans ✦ Mother Mother ✦ WHOKILLEDXIX ✦ Nirvana ✦ Metallica ✦ Jet ✦ The Chats ✦ Three Days Grace ✦ Linkin Park ✦ Blues Saraceno ✦ Fangclub ✦ Lapfox Trax/Halley Labs ✦ Wildways ✦ Cult to Follow ✦ Mannequin Death Squad ✦ Playground ✦ Motionless in White ✦ Escape the Fate ✦ Creature Feature ✦ Shinedown ✦ Seether ✦ Thousand Foot Krutch ✦ Starset

Misc.

BOOKS: BOOKS: Wings of Fire ✦ Metro 2033 ✦ Warrior Cats ✦ Inheritance Cycle ✦ Animal Farm ✦ Wolves of the Beyond ✦ Australian HeistYOUTUBERS: Nerbit ✦ Micky D ✦ NileRed ✦ SciShow ✦ TheOctopusLady ✦ MyWildBackyard ✦ and a bunch of animation meme makers and The Elder Scrolls lore channels like Imperial Knowledge, Drewmora, Fudgemuppet, etc).ANIMALS: Wolves ✦ Cats ✦ Dragons (any/all) ✦ Insects ✦ Spiders ✦ Snakes ✦ Scorpions ✦ Dinosaurs (any) ✦ Beetles ✦ CrocodilesHOBBIES: Woodwork* ✦ Metalwork* ✦ Digital & Traditional Art ✦ Writing ✦ Roleplay ✦ collecting whatever inches the brain (transformers, dragon ornaments) ✦ Playing video games
(* would love to get into)MISC INTERESTS: Creepypasta ✦ SCP Foundation ✦ Marble Hornets ✦ Cosmology/astronomy/astrophysics/quantum physics ✦ volcanology ✦ vulture culture ✦ animation memes ✦ Classic Holden Cars (1980s-2010s) ✦ Military Air craft (Fighter jets <3)INDIE STUFF: Beneath the Trees Where Nobody Sees (comic), (this is mostly xenofiction stories) Meandering (comic) ✦ I Hope So (comic) ✦ Waves Always Crash (comic) ✦ What Lurks Beneath (comic) ✦ Gaslight District (Youtube) ✦ The Last Hope (YouTube) ✦ Home (comic) ✦ Cry Havoc (comic) ✦ Destiny Intertwined (comic) ✦ Tides of Darkness (comic)I have a passing interest in coding (html), 3d modelling, and other things. Also if you read all this that's so awesome lets hold hands (platonic).

"Here's to being human, All the pain and suffering. There's beauty in the bleeding, At least you feel something"

"A celebration, about time. A generation out of line, a revolutions in everyone. Blame the gun."

THE LAST GUNFIGHTERS SYSTEM

A fictive heavy adaptive trauma-endo plural that's 'hydraconscious' and non-dox by circumstances. Our system has roughly over 70-80 members, this section is specifically about our system.notes.
Only a few of us use PK if we feel safe enough, our tag is: [GUN] (often stylized as: ⁞⁞ GUN : ̀⁍
Host is ALWAYS in some form of front or co-con, lots of blending, co-fronting, co-conning, etc. And some over members are front-tied.Fakeclaiming of any kind will not be tolerated. When in reference to us please use headmate or parts, as we want to avoid using medical terminology as much as possible please avoid using the term alter. Thank you.

Due to being on the autism spectrum we have found comfort in fictional media, so our brain decided to do what it felt it was best, because of this we have a lot of fictives (fictional introjects). Which some are all from the same general source.

*This gets updated sometimes as we sometimes forget to do the pk;sw command so it may be outdated.

"Tried to get some sympathy for shit I alone fucked up. Tried to chase some ego death my ego is a phoenix, soon I believe all that strangers say, what’s bad and what's good"

[Original post by 'insomniic' on tumblr]Nondox or Non-Diagnosed by Choice/Circumstance> A term for individuals who prefer to avoid, refuse to, or are simply unable to get an official diagnosis for their conditions or disorders, usually because of inaccessibility, hostile environments, a concern for their well being, or any other reason. This may include those who have self-diagnosed, are merely suspecting, or has the chance to get a diagnosis but refuses to get an official one. This term is not meant to be anti-recovery in any way, and is for individuals who feel they don't have the privilege to get an official diagnosis for reasons mentioned above (however it is encouraged to pursue recovery so long as the person is not being harmed).Experiences may include:
- Financial inaccessibility such as high fees for testing and therapy, or the lack of insurance coverage, making an official diagnosis too expensive.
- Geographic isolation/inaccessibility where living far from specialists (e.g., psychiatrists) in rural or underserved areas, making travel a major burden.
- Facing excessively long waiting lists for assessments in public systems or for specialized conditions.
- Being unable to find a provider who understands or respects their cultural identity, leading to misdiagnosis or dismissiveness.
- Language barriers such as services not being available in their native language, or interpretation is inadequate.
- Fearing that a diagnosis could lead to harm, such as losing a job, housing, or child custody, etc.
- A desire to avoid a permanent label on their medical record that could be used against them for insurance or employment.
- Distrust of the healthcare system due to previous negative, traumatic, or dismissive experiences with doctors.
- Tiredness from seeing multiple doctors who offered conflicting opinions or minimized their symptoms.
- Feeling that their personal research and self-diagnosis provides enough clarity to manage their life without a formal label.
- A profound fear of the social stigma associated with certain disorders, especially mental health conditions.Notes:
> Nondox is not a substitute for medical diagnosis. It is not a diagnosis and should not be used in place of professional medical or psychiatric evaluation. This term will not give access to formal medical accommodations, insurance coverage, disability benefits, or specialized treatment that requires an official diagnostic code. I coined this term for individuals including myself who cannot get a diagnosis due to barriers to feel validated.
>This term is not an endorsement of avoiding treatment and is explicitly not anti-recovery. I coined it as a tool for understanding and community-building among those who face structural barriers to formal diagnosis. I strongly encourage everyone to pursue recovery, wellness, and symptom management through self-advocacy, self-care, and safe, accessible support systems.
> I urge everyone to maintain regular primary care check-ups to rule out any physical or medical conditions that may present symptoms similar to mental or neurodevelopmental disorders. Self-management should never replace necessary life-saving or condition-specific medical intervention.Flag colours meaning:
Stigma and Fear = red
Systemic Challenges and Barriers = black
Hope, Change, and Positivity = white
Personal Safety and Recovery = blue
Understanding and Clarity = purple

There is a huge difference between suspecting and self-diagnosing.

"Play the guitar, play it again, my Johnny. Maybe you're cold, but you're so warm inside."

Last Gunfighters Members

This is all our known headmates that are fine with being public knowledge, but those who we are suspecting, fragments and those who do not want to be known as either not marked or marked as [SECRET].
You're free to ask if you're a friend of ours!This is not everyone

Clicking on the images will bring you to their pronouns.cc page if it exists

"I was always a fool for my Johnny. For the one they call Johnny Guitar."

"Turn off the tv, put the paper away. I can't take it anymore today, turn off the radio, and close the door. I know I can't be happy anymore."

Frequently Asked Questions

"what do you use to draw?"
i mostly use Procreate & FireAlpaca, but sometimes i also use Ibispaint, MSPaint and Clip Studio Paint. I also use ToonSquid to animate sometimes"how long have you been drawing for?"
since i was a young kid? digitally since 2010 on mspaint, more "seriously" in 2017 or something."favorite combiner?"
i like bruticus, superion, defensor, devastator, and menasor."do you self ship / practice yume shipping"
yeah? no? not really seriously? but my main wife is barricade (any verse), i also ship my OC, Burnout, with Barricade (cross faction <3). i like dr dala (fallout) & RID01 Megatron"stance on proshipping?"
i lowkey don't care. i think it is weird as fuck to ship incest and pedo slag though, a eyebrow raise at best. as i mentioned in my stances; i think dark content can exist and be explored, but it takes so much care."hey you are following [creator] they did [xyz]!"
unless they're touching kids or animals, or generally racist, transphobic, homophobic, etc. i don't care, if you cannot provide me evidence of claims i take everything with a massive grain of salt.q: "okay, so you're a system?"
- yes, i've spent 10 years suspecting loop hell of "yeah > nah i'm insane in other ways" something happens "but maybe..." and repeat. as mentioned plenty we heavily suspect to have OSDD-1, a diagnosis is not possible due to things outside our control (money, political climate, etc), it's currently safe to not seek one. difference between suspecting and self-diagnosis.q: "why do you think you are?"
-- unless you're my therapist; none of your business.q: "when are you getting diagnosed?"
-- when i have the funds, when i am not living in an active abuse environment, when we are not living in a political climate that what to see people like me dead. so the answer is probably never. but as soon as the chance to do so: i will make the process.q: "when are you getting diagnosed?"
-- when i have the funds, when i am not living in an active abuse environment, when we are not living in a political climate that what to see people like me dead. so the answer is probably never. but as soon as the chance to do so: i will make the process.q: "what if you're not a system?"
-- then i was wrong, and that's okay. for now i am firm that after ten years and since accepting it a lot of it has blossomed and reveals, etc. i am a system.q: "OH! you're actually suffering from [xyz]"
-- are you a trained license psychologist with at least 10 years of experience? or are you an under 20 year old from tiktok?q: "you have both kins and alters?what if they're all just xyz / or abc?"
-- that's up for us to determine what is actually what. not some stranger.q: "ok so fictive heavy? why are all of them from [x] media?"
- due to being autistic and having comfort in media: yes. a lot of our introjected parts come from fictional media. fictives are real lol, i won't debate this. and while some may have various levels of source attachment; please treat them with respect. and as mentioned, the hyperfixation of media made our brain latch to a group of characters from the same media and for us it is rare for our brain to only have one fictive from one piece of media.q: "so... who are your fictives?"
- you can find the list of those who are comfortable with being known on the members list section but our main sources are fallout, transformers, wings of fire, and TES. as said, being autistic our fragments are much more likely to latch onto current hyperfixations and special interests.q: "what kind of system?"
- unsure how it matters but we believe our systems origin is most certainly childhood trauma, but we also feel that it isn't the main contributor. being autistic + adhd with its trials and how we were treated because of it was a contributor, as well as many other things playing it's part as well, not just the childhood trauma but from much retrospect there was other influences.q: "thoughts on endogenics? willos? tulpas?"
- i do not care. we are collectively endo neutral with a few alters being more pro, and only really denial holders being anti-endogenic. being anti-endogenic was detrimental to our overall health and made things worse for us and was part of our denial process.as for willos: i don't understand them but i as said, i do not care.
same with tulpas, i don't care. i'm nearly 30.q: "um you're faking because [insert the same 5 "reasons"]
- mmmhm, anyway. my favorite video game is fable 2 by lionhead studios. i can be trans my gender in the game.
(note: fakeclaiming me or our experiences will just make me laugh at you, call you funny and depending how i feel: ignore you or block you).q: "Oh can i talk to [xyz]"
- no. i can't make headmates talk to you, especially for no reason and you're not close to us. if you want to talk to them you're gonna have to catch them fronting.q: "ooh [name], i love them!!"
- our fictives aren't their sources regardless how attached they may be, if they have positive, negative, or neutral view on it, or still relate to source. please don't be weird.q: "thoughts on system discourse?"
- aside from our political holder who does engage in it: we find 98% of the discourse to be stupid and a waste of time, it is just bullying and harassment. Suicide baiting (telling people to kill themselves) or worse is not a way to deal with things.- regardless on your feelings i think telling [xyz] to "kill themselves" is piss poor and more so reflects on you rather on them.

"I am never forgotten, this is the anthem for the sick and rotten"

"Who have become sucked up in this giant war on drugs,
Which in fact is a crime against humanity. The war on drugs is a war on people. "

The Kin List!

note; I personally kin out of both comfort, trauma and spiritual reasons, heighten due to being autistic and otherwise mentally ill.
Generally I do not consider myself to be part of the fictionkin or otherkin communities at large. Please don't drag me in kin related drama. I don't care for it.i don't believe in kin doubles / i'm double friendly. i believe in the alternative / multiple universe things. i block only if you disrespect us.
note: some kins, esp IDs and high kins, might have actually been headmates misidentified as kins and vice verse.

Theriantypes; polytherian - various levels of intensity (flux)

IDS / SELF HOODS
has strong chances of being an alter

* = Armada + Cybertron

Otherkin; spiritually connected to, emotionally attached to / various levels

Cats, Utahraptor, Leafy Sea Dragon, Fighter Jets, Morthorax*, Parahexilian*, Sang Toare*, Urzuk*, Tarantulas, Nightstalkers [FNV], dragons (any/all)* = creatures from creatures of sonaria.

HIGH KINS

Arcade Gannon [FNV], Niko Bellic [GTA IV], Ben [Classic Ben 10], Ezio Auditore [Assassins Creed], Skyfire [Transformers G1], Fatespeaker [Wings of Fire], Kickback [Transformers]

MEDIUM KINS

Sonic [Sonic Prime], John "Soap" MacTavish [Call of Duty], Emmett [Lego Movie], Simon Glass [SCP], Castiel [Supernatural], Hake [What Lurks Beneath], Jackson [The Stolen Hope], Hayze [Destiny Intertwined], Impactor [Transformers]

TERTIARY

David [Hilda], Whirl [Transformers Cyberverse], Brett Hand [Inside Job], Starscream [Shattered Glass], Ratchet [Transformers G1], Dr. O/Zero [Fallout New Vegas], River [Meandering], Ticci-Toby [Creepypasta], Side Burn [Transformers], Jazz [Transformers], Bandit [Bluey],

COMFORT CHARACTERS

Dr. Mobius [FNV], Eyeless Jack [Creepypasta], Mirage [TFROTB], Daisuke [Mouthwashing], Harvey [Stardew Valley], Hancock [Fallout 4], Odahviing [TES], Paarthurnax [TES], Jeff the Killer [Creepypasta]

"Yeah, nah, yeah, nah, yeah"
Well, that's Australian and highly contextual"

"Nobody cares about poor people. But what if I told you there was one enemy, one war?"

Boundaries and General Stances

I do not have a Do Not Interact list and block freely.
Instead I have a general boundaries and stances list where you can make and come to your own conclusions if you think if it is worth interacting with us.If you have questions or concerns, my DMs are always open ("wyvolf" via tumblr, tiktok, discord)

Before You Interact

i prefer to interact with other adults at least one on one (via DMs etc)
; i experience paranoia and can be suspicious of others, i do not do well in one on one conversations, i get suspicious of others quickly, i may seem aloof and distant. i also have bad memory issues and generally i suck with empathy that fluxes in various levels so sorry in advance if i seem like i do not care.; due to being autistic i may misread tone or meanings of something like social cues, i do not require tone tags but they are appreciated. but just treat with some respect.; i do not care about fandom discourse unless it is an active predator and threat.; political due to being queer and disabled. i am a greens voter, i hate pauline hanson (auspol); I tend to cuss a lot, I use cunt as a term of endearment, but I will hold off using it if you're otherwise uncomfortable with it or if it's against server rules. That being said: we swear like we were written by Vizviepop (/joke) -- really it's just being Aussie and has been part of our vocabulary forever.stances:; Free Palestine, anti-zionism. (being anti-zio does not mean i am antisemitic, that would be dumb); i am 1000% pro choice regardless of reason. this includes: just do not want a baby, cannot afford the care, if the baby disabled detected in utereo (disabled people deserve sunshine).; i am pro sex work, and pro kink. i am against censorship and i fucking hate conservative purist mindsets.; I am critical of psychiatry (not necessarily anti-psychiatry) and the mental health industry as a whole.; The only war should be a class war. It's the poor vs the rich. the true enemy will always be billionaires and ceos, not your poc neighbor.; I believe darker content and taboo themes are allowed to be explored in media, I am anti-censorship first and foremost, however, I do not consider myself to be proship (or even anti-ship). I do like a little bit of toxic yaoi, but I don't consider myself darkship or comship either.

"Deformed children made from corporate god's grace.
Better wear a mask 'cause the air melts your face, no one wins in this human race."